Monday, November 10, 2008
for the long development of our project at last were now LIVE!!!
to my fellow bloggers you can now visit our site and be a fan of your favorite athlete and grab the chance to add an athlete or any information of a particular athlete and earn points by doing so........
Posted by apexjess at 7:38 PM
Friday, August 1, 2008
A man found a cocoon of an emperor moth. He took it home so that he could watch the moth come out of the cocoon. On the day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the moth for several hours as the moth struggled to force the body through that little hole.
The moth seemed to be stuck and appeared to have stopped making progress. It seemed as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no farther. The man, in his kindness, decided to help the moth; so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The moth then emerged easily. But its body was swollen and small, its wings wrinkled and shriveled. The man continued to watch the moth because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to and able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the little moth spent the rest of its life crawling around with a small, swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. The man in his kindness and haste did not understand that the struggle required for the moth to get through the tiny opening was necessary to force fluid from the body of the moth into its wings so that it would be ready for flight upon achieving its freedom from the cocoon. Freedom and flight would only come after the struggle. By depriving the moth of a struggle, he deprived the moth of health.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we were to go through our life without any obstacles, we would be crippled. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Give every opportunity a chance, leave no room for regrets, and don't forget the power in the struggle.
Posted by apexjess at 8:52 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, of maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable.
A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the kitchen, with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems
to hand you from time to time.
Let me tell you about it. I turned the volume up on my radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning talk show. I heard an older sounding chap with a golden voice. You know the kind, he sounded like he should be in the
broadcasting business himself.
He was talking about "a thousand marbles" to someone named "Tom". I was intrigued and sat down to listen to
what he had to say. "Well, Tom, it sure sounds like you're busy with your job. I'm sure they pay you well but it's a shame you have to be away from home and your family so much. Hard to believe a young fellow should have to work sixty or seventy hours a week to make ends meet. Too bad you missed your daughter's dance recital. " He continued, "Let me tell you something Tom, something that has helped me keep a good perspective on my own priorities." And that's when he began to explain his theory of a "thousand marbles."
"You see, I sat down one day and did a little arithmetic. The average person lives about seventy-five years. I know, some live more and some live less, but on average, folks live about seventy-five years." "Now then, I multiplied 75
times 52 and I came up with 3900 which is the number of Saturdays that the average person has in their entire lifetime.
"Now stick with me Tom, I'm getting to the important part. "It took me until I was fifty-five years old to think about all this in any detail", he went on, "and by that time I had lived through over twenty-eight hundred Saturdays. "I got to thinking that if I lived to be seventy-five, I only had about a thousand of them left to enjoy. "So I went to a toy store and bought every single marble they had. I ended up having to visit three toy stores to round-up 1000 marbles. "I took them home and put them inside of a large, clear plastic container right here in my workshop next to the radio. Every Saturday since then, I have taken one marble out and thrown it away.
"I found that by watching the marbles diminish, I focused more on the really important things in life. There is nothing like watching your time here on this earth run out to help get your priorities straight. "Now let me tell you one last thing before I sign-off with you and take my lovely wife out for breakfast. This morning, I took the very last marble out of the container. I figure if I make it until next Saturday then God has blessed me with a little extra time to be with my loved ones...... "It was nice to talk to you Tom, I hope you spend more time with your loved ones, and I hope to meet you again someday. Have a good morning!"
You could have heard a pin drop when he finished. Even the show's moderator didn't have anything to say for a few moments. I guess he gave us all a lot to think about. I had planned to do some work that morning, then go to the
gym. Instead, I went upstairs and woke my wife up with a kiss. "C'mon honey, I'm taking you and the kids to breakfast." "What brought this on?" she asked with a smile. "Oh, nothing special," I said. " It has just been a
long time since we spent a Saturday together with the kids. Hey, can we stop at a toy store while we're out? I need to buy some marbles."
Posted by apexjess at 10:04 PM
Thursday, May 29, 2008
A store owner was tacking a sign above his door that read "Puppies For Sale."
Signs like that have a way of attracting small children, and sure enough, a little boy appeared under the store owner's sign. "How much are you going to sell the puppies for?" he asked.
The store owner replied, "Anywhere from $30 to $50."
The little boy reached in his pocket and pulled out some change. "I have $2.37," he said. "Can I please look at them?"
The store owner smiled and whistled and out of the kennel came Lady, who ran down the aisle of his store followed by five teeny, tiny balls of fur.
One puppy was lagging considerably behind. Immediately the little boy singled out the lagging, limping puppy and said, "What's wrong with that little dog?"
The store owner explained that the veterinarian had examined the little puppy and had discovered it didn't have a hip socket. It would always limp. It would always be lame.
The little boy became excited. "That is the puppy that I want to buy."
The store owner said, "No, you don't want to buy that little dog. If you really want him, I'll just give him to you."
The little boy got quite upset. He looked straight into the store owner's eyes, pointing his finger, and said, "I don't want you to give him to me. That little dog is worth every bit as much as all the other dogs and I'll pay full price. In fact, I'll give you $2.37 now, and 50 cents a month until I have him paid for."
The store owner countered, "You really don't want to buy this little dog. He is never going to be able to run and jump and play with you like the other puppies."
To his surprise, the little boy reached down and rolled up his pant leg to reveal a badly twisted, crippled left leg supported by a big metal brace. He looked up at the store owner and softly replied, "Well, I don't run so well myself, and the little puppy will need someone who understands!"
We ALL need someone who Understands!
Posted by apexjess at 6:39 PM
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
An old Grandfather, whose grandson came to him with anger at a schoolmate who had done him an injustice, said, "Let me tell you a story. I too, at times, have felt a great hate for those that have taken so much, with no sorrow for what they do. But hate wears you down, and does not hurt your enemy. It is like taking poison and wishing your enemy would die. I have struggled with these feelings many times."
He continued, "It is as if there are two wolves inside me; one is good and does no harm. He lives in harmony with all around him and does not take offense when no offense was intended. He will only fight when it is right to do so, and in the right way."
"But the other wolf, ah! He is full of anger. The littlest thing will set him into a fit of temper. He fights everyone, all the time, for no reason. He cannot think because his anger and hate are so great. It is hard to live with these two wolves inside me, for both of them try to dominate my spirit."
The boy looked intently into his Grandfather's eye and asked, "Which one wins, Grandfather?"
The Grandfather solemnly said, "The one I feed."
Posted by apexjess at 6:12 PM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
For the past days, my mind was confused my heart is about to burst in anger.
I can't imagine the things happened in my life, I thought everything is alright.
I did think of the brighter future ahead but suddenly it was doomed, all the lights
that lit my dreams shut down.
I was lost, I don't understand my feelings, I was in the midst of trouble.
I want to give up, but the other side of me keep on hanging on keep on thinking
on the positive side of the road but the fact is already there.
I would like to shut down my system, I want to hibernate and resume if all the hurts
and pain subsided. I keep on praying on how to handle my troubles, indeed
GOD is so good. I'm able to think of something that maybe a good idea to help
the pain inside subside.
I can't deny, I want to end someone’s life the one who made the troubles in my
illustrious life. But thanks GOD I don't have any access to that person.
I've been learning a lot in this situation, I may not be the same but I believe
ill be a better person after all..
I want to revenge but I know vengeance is not mine
and I cant do the same thing to the one who is very dear to me. I think I’m
stupid to endure but I will, I just don't know what will be our future, but I believe
on change. I believed that every person has its own capacity to forgive, forget and regret.
Everyday of our life depends on every decisions we make. That's why we have
the freedom to do what's good and bad.
It's up to us to choose but I hope whoever or whatever you are always choose the
the good rather than bad, your not only hurting yourself you also hurt other's feeling.
Right now I'm ok it seems everything is back to normal, but the scar in my hearts
remains and that's life the more your hearts gets bruises, hurt and even tore apart
show's how much LOVE you shared.
I'm satisfied and I'm proud to represent my heart though its no longer perfect, it only shows to me that I have LOVE......
Posted by apexjess at 6:52 PM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
Jesmar P. Enad
committed to pursuing a long-term career in animation and design. Strong design and animation skills, probelm solving and analytical skills, computer proficiency, and ability to follow through with projects from inception to completion.
Mobile Number: 09163352018
Residence: Crystal Compound Guadalupe, Cebu City
Age: 26 Height: 5’4” Weight: 120 lbs
Bachelor of Science in Computer Science
System Technology Institute (STI)
Bigfoot Customer Care
Related Career history:
KEES (Korean Educational E-Studies)
Posted by apexjess at 10:25 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Posted by apexjess at 10:10 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
My girlfriend forwarded me this message she received from her inbox....
It's a nice letter but he just simply miss sent this one to my gf :)
A LETTER TO THE ONE THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR ME
I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
I am imagining the way we will meet. Would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answer to all my questions.
Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known “love”. I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find the right person… and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is.
You just don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet. Perhaps I will be drawn to you by your smile or your eyes or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh through your silly little ways.
I don’t really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes. I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just want you to know that I find strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me – the life I shall spend with you. Somehow, in my mind and in my heart, I know that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect. Not perfect in its’ truest sense, but perfect for YOU! I wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you’ve been hurt so many times along the journey, but my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here patiently waiting for you. I assure you that when we finally find each other I will slowly heal those wounds by my love.
At night, I would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above thinking that in time they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well.
It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems that for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much I Love You. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love. And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.
And when that time comes, everything will fall into its’ place, just as I had imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be by then. I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life – and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you!
In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. Don’t worry, don’t be afraid of getting lost, God sees to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead to me…
Posted by apexjess at 8:19 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Our company developed a new game called Dog Fight
It is a flight simulation game in which you are allowed to maneuver a certain aircraft and give you the freedom to do an air assault simulation :)
How does this game differ to the other simulation games?
This is not just an ordinary game this is a Fitness Flight Simulation game. This machine has a pedal in order for you to gain speed and lift you up is to do fast pedaling to gain effecient on both air manipulation and assault rather than at slower cadences.
As u enjoy the game, maybe an ounce of fats burn in your body without feeling ur doing a workout wahihihi ilad2x style na workout mani hahaha.
But ofcourse akong g testingan paningut jud ko maau nya na lingaw sad hehehe :)
Posted by apexjess at 11:00 PM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
"I will greet this day with love in my heart."
"I will greet this day with love in my heart!"
"For this is the greatest secret of success in all ventures. Muscle can split a shield and even destroy life but only the unseen power of love can open the hearts of men and until I master this art I will remain no more than a peddler in the market place. I will make love my greatest weapon and none on whom I call can defend against its force."
"My reasoning they may counter; my speech they may distrust; my apparel they may disapprove; my face they may reject; and even my bargains may cause them suspicion; yet my love will melt all hearts liken to the sun whose rays soften the coldest day.
"I will greet this day with love in my heart. And how will I do this? "
"I will look on all things with love, and I will be born again."
"I will love the sun for it warms my bones; yet I will love the rain for it cleanses my spirit."
"I will love the light for it shows me the way; yet I will love the darkness for it shows me the stars."
"I will welcome happiness for it enlarges my heart; yet I will endure sadness for it opens my soul."
"I will acknowledge rewards for they are my due; yet I will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge. "
"I will greet this day with love in my heart!
"And, how will I speak? "
"I will laud my enemies and they will become friends."
"I will encourage my friends and they will become brothers."
"Always I will dig for reasons to applaud; never will I scratch for excuses to gossip."
"When I am tempted to criticize, I will bite my tongue."
"When I am moved to praise, I will shout from the roofs."
"It is not so that birds, the wind, the sea and all nature speaks with the music of praise for their creator?"
"Cannot I speak with the same music to his children?"
"Henceforth, will I remember this secret and it will change my life."
"I will greet this day with love in my heart!"
"And, how will I act?"
"I will love all manners of men for each has qualities to be admired even though they are hidden!"
"With love, I will tear down the wall of suspicion and hate, which they have built around their hearts, and in its place, I will build bridges so that my love may enter their souls!"
"I will love the ambitious for they can inspire me!"
"I will love the failures for they can teach me!"
"I will love the kings for they are but human!"
"I will love the meek for they are divine!"
"I will love the rich for they are yet lonely!"
"I will love the poor for they are so many!"
"I will love the young for the faith they hold!"
"I will love the old for the wisdom they share!"
"I will love the beautiful for their eyes of sadness!"
"I will love the ugly for their souls of peace!"
"I will greet this day with love in my heart!"
"But, how will I react to the actions of others?"
"For just as love is my weapon to open the hearts of men, love is also my shield to repulse the arrows of hate and the spears of anger; adversity and discouragement will beat against my new shield and become as the softest of rains. My shield will protect me in the market place and sustain me when I am alone. It will uplift me in moments of despair yet it will calm me in time of exultation. It will become stronger and more protective with use until one day I will cast it aside and walk unencumbered among all manners of men and, when I do, my name will be raised high on the pyramid of life."
"I will greet this day with love in my heart!"
"And, how will I confront each whom I meet?"
"In only one way - in silence, and to myself, I will address him and say, "I love you!" Though spoken in silence these words will shine in my eyes, unwrinkled my brow, bring a smile to my lips, and echo in my voice; and his heart will be opened. And, who is there who will say nay to my goods when his heart feels my love?"
"I will greet this day with love in my heart!"
"And, most of all, I will love myself!"
"For when I do, I will zealously inspect all things which enter my body, my mind, my soul, and my heart."
"Never will I overindulge the requests of my flesh; rather, I will cherish my body with cleanliness and moderation."
"Never will I allow my mind to be attracted to evil and despair; rather, I will uplift it with the knowledge and wisdom of the ages."
"Never will I allow my soul to become complacent and satisfied; rather, I will feed it with meditation and prayer."
"Never will I allow my heart to become small and bitter; rather, I will share it and it will grow and warm the earth."
"I will greet this day with love in my heart!"
"Henceforth, I will love all mankind! From this moment, all hate is let from my veins for I have not time to hate, only time to love."
"From this moment, I take the first step required to become a man among men. With love, I will increase my sales a hundredfold and become a great salesman!"
"If I have not other qualities, I can succeed with love alone. Without it, I will fail though I possess all the knowledge and skills of the world."
"I will greet this day with love, and I will succeed!"
Posted by apexjess at 5:07 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Friday, February 22, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
It's been a while i stop playing airsoft and i miss this game!
i miss the camaraderie, the rush, the adrenaline, the push, the momentum, the pain, the fun and the excitement..
my energy level in this game will go up to the max heehhe (kulba an man permi gud!!
ill show you the pain in this game if ur not careful!
its your responsibility to play safely...
luv dis gun
Posted by apexjess at 3:33 AM
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
1 Corinthians 13
Posted by apexjess at 2:06 AM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Ang mga kabatan-unan nato karon nakamata na sa bidlisiw sa sugang dagitabnon na silsil na sa ilang alimpatakan ang ka moderno sa atong panahon subo man na palandungon
na hapit na nalubong sa lamawan sa kalimot ang atong lumad na pinulungan.
Ang atong kagahapon daw puno na sa gabon na halos dli na nato makita, madungog pa kaha nato ang danguyngoy sa atong kagahapon? Maka kita pa ba kaha kita sa bangaw sa unang panahon?
Dili man nato mabasol ang panghitabo kay ma o man sad kini ang nagpalambo sa akong panginabuhi, apan sayang lang kon mawala ang atong lumad na pinulungan. Sa mga nakabasa ug nakasabot aning akong gamay na sugyot hinaot magpadaun ang dugong bisay anon ug dli nato isalikway ang atong lumad na gigikanan.
nosebleed man sad ko ani ug binisaya wui..
Posted by apexjess at 5:40 PM
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
“Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.”
Posted by apexjess at 9:22 PM
You call me crazy, man you make my day
My state of residence was disarray
At every party and as far as anybody knew - everything was cool, but
The truth was bottled up inside of me
I was as lonely as a man could be
And my 200 friends couldn't fill the void in my soul
It was a giant hole
Nothing made any sense
I thought there would never be an end
Then love came knocking at my door
Since I met You I've been alright
You turn all my darkness into light
Since I met You I've been okay, I've been alright
Since I met You I've been okay
You're rolling my winter into may
And since I met You I've been alright
You got me feeling like a million bucks
Some people write it up as Irish luck
But I know better, cause my rabbit's foot never did me a bit of good
The truth hit me like a sock in the eye
A revelation that I can't deny
Your love has overtaken every little part of me
You were what I needed
I'm carried away
Never seen the sunshine like today
You made something of my life ..
Posted by apexjess at 3:39 AM